[mood this morning] annoyed then happy
[why] Holy Family Fiesta
ok.. this mornin turned out to be disorganized.. ryan didn't tell us he had a performance @ 11.. when he actually got around to tellin us, it was already 10:40.. he rushed everyone & got mad cuz he was goin to be late.. how inconsiderate.. his attitude is gettin the best of me.. i'm startin to get very annoyed.. i guess cuz he's in that stage where he sees himself as almighty cool.. gosh, it's rock bottom from this point on.. first, it's his attitude, next comes girls, then failing grades.. just watch & see.. i'm seein the pattern.. stubborn stubborn stubborn..
we arrived & found out his performance was not until 12 but josh was performin that very moment.. so in a way, it's pretty good that we arrived when we did.. the kids are puttin me in the poor house.. i gave them all the money i had in my pocket (not all tho, cuz i stash some for gas).. they had fun.. i'm glad they did.. josh won so many fish for his classmates.. he was so good at the toss game that his friends began paying him.. lucky me! i got an hour without him askin for money.. it was short-lived.. but anyhow, dad slyly unplugged one of the fiesta lights & turned on his portable tv to watch the USC vs Notre Dame game.. we won! come on.. no doubts.. mom left cuz she gets bored at our fiestas.. when she left, nathaniel & joseph's mom came to me to complain about ryan.. the 3 have been fightin for a couple of days now.. marco dollars.. see, money IS the root of some evil.. ryan's too proud to apologize.. he doesn't even make an attempt to fix the friendship & he walked away from me half-way thru my sentence.. rudeness!..
to cool myself down, i started makin notes for my statistics midterm (monday).. i was workin well till i saw maria (from hfhs).. we talked for a whole hour.. she goes to csula.. then, jessica spotted me near the moonbounce.. we started talkin & kicked it with her.. i miss he so much.. anyhow, i got some big news.. holy guacamole! was all i could say.. haha.. saw leonor.. gosh, it's been forever.. she doesn't go to school anymore, but operates her own business.. pretty impressive.. then i went back to my studyin.. tita glo saw me & started laughin cuz i was doin school work at a fiesta (it's intended to release ur mind from work & relax & have fun).. then, back to my notes.. got a lil antsy in my pantsy so i mingled with the adults again.. i have a blast with adults.. they talk about the funniest things ever.. attempted to do some hw.. failed.. alani & josh kept comin to me.. man, i think they should get married already.. hahaha.. watched some performances..
enjoyed a 3 hour talk with tita annie.. boy, we are so similar.. we exchanged some chismis (mainly about my brothers.. =P).. she's my secret spy.. i find out a lot of stuff that the boys have been doin that they hide from my parents & me.. thank God for tita annie.. tita annie also literally runs away from boys (reminds me of someone i know so well.. me!).. haha.. saw some people who graduated from the grade school & chatted a bit..
forgot to turn on my cell phone.. and when i did..................
[mood right now] @%&%&^$*^(^%
[why] because...
.......my mom had left 4 messages.. she was extremely worried about where we were.. her voice sounded like she's been crying.. i called home to tell her that we were still at the fiesta, hopin that she would pick up.. she didn't.. i knew i was in for it.. just as i walked over to dad, i spot her lookin anxiously for us.. fury was in her eyes like a hungry lion contained in a cage.. when she saw us, pandora's box opened.. words were exchanged (not the kind of words u would put up on a fridge to show to the world).. her last words were "matulog na lang kayo dito.. huwag kayo umuwe".. translation: u guys should just sleep here. don't go home.. we took her words lightly.. as i stepped out to go to the car.. there was no car!.. she meant it.. calmly, i talked to my dad & searched for the car around the premises.. i didn't want the kids to worry.. after a couple of minutes, i spot it.. rounded up the kids & dad & headed home.. everyone was enjoyin their ride home.. i was the only one who was scared of the doom that we will be facing.. my heart thumped faster as we approached the driveway.. a big sigh came about when the van was nowhere to be found.. glad?.. no.. worried? heck ya.. first, it's late at night.. second, my mom's not home.. third, my mom's not home & her heart is torn in two because of our incosiderate actions.. guilty?.. u bet!..
i'm worried.. it's 8:22 and she's not home.. she never stays out later than 8 without tellin us where she's at (even when she's angry).. she won't answer her cell.. gosh how i wish she weren't so sensitive.. i'm just worried about her safety.. it's not healthy to be out at night with that state of mind.. i hope she's okay.. LORD, i hope she's ok..
and, not to be selfish but my backpack with my midterm notes is in the van.. she has it.. she left my wallet on my table but not my backpack.. she knew i was goin to need it.. see, my mom's really smart.. she pretty much knows my every move.. or every move that i PLAN to make..
where could she be?how i wish she'd come home........
I'm going to stop procrastinating ... once I get around to it.
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[mood this morning] annoyed then happy
[why] Holy Family Fiesta
ok.. this mornin turned out to be disorganized.. ryan didn't tell us he had a performance @ 11.. when he actually got around to tellin us, it was already 10:40.. he rushed everyone & got mad cuz he was goin to be late.. how inconsiderate.. his attitude is gettin the best of me.. i'm startin to get very annoyed.. i guess cuz he's in that stage where he sees himself as almighty cool.. gosh, it's rock bottom from this point on.. first, it's his attitude, next comes girls, then failing grades.. just watch & see.. i'm seein the pattern.. stubborn stubborn stubborn..
we arrived & found out his performance was not until 12 but josh was performin that very moment.. so in a way, it's pretty good that we arrived when we did.. the kids are puttin me in the poor house.. i gave them all the money i had in my pocket (not all tho, cuz i stash some for gas).. they had fun.. i'm glad they did.. josh won so many fish for his classmates.. he was so good at the toss game that his friends began paying him.. lucky me! i got an hour without him askin for money.. it was short-lived.. but anyhow, dad slyly unplugged one of the fiesta lights & turned on his portable tv to watch the USC vs Notre Dame game.. we won! come on.. no doubts.. mom left cuz she gets bored at our fiestas.. when she left, nathaniel & joseph's mom came to me to complain about ryan.. the 3 have been fightin for a couple of days now.. marco dollars.. see, money IS the root of some evil.. ryan's too proud to apologize.. he doesn't even make an attempt to fix the friendship & he walked away from me half-way thru my sentence.. rudeness!..
to cool myself down, i started makin notes for my statistics midterm (monday).. i was workin well till i saw maria (from hfhs).. we talked for a whole hour.. she goes to csula.. then, jessica spotted me near the moonbounce.. we started talkin & kicked it with her.. i miss he so much.. anyhow, i got some big news.. holy guacamole! was all i could say.. haha.. saw leonor.. gosh, it's been forever.. she doesn't go to school anymore, but operates her own business.. pretty impressive.. then i went back to my studyin.. tita glo saw me & started laughin cuz i was doin school work at a fiesta (it's intended to release ur mind from work & relax & have fun).. then, back to my notes.. got a lil antsy in my pantsy so i mingled with the adults again.. i have a blast with adults.. they talk about the funniest things ever.. attempted to do some hw.. failed.. alani & josh kept comin to me.. man, i think they should get married already.. hahaha.. watched some performances..
enjoyed a 3 hour talk with tita annie.. boy, we are so similar.. we exchanged some chismis (mainly about my brothers.. =P).. she's my secret spy.. i find out a lot of stuff that the boys have been doin that they hide from my parents & me.. thank God for tita annie.. tita annie also literally runs away from boys (reminds me of someone i know so well.. me!).. haha.. saw some people who graduated from the grade school & chatted a bit..
forgot to turn on my cell phone.. and when i did..................
[mood right now] @%&%&^$*^(^%
[why] because...
.......my mom had left 4 messages.. she was extremely worried about where we were.. her voice sounded like she's been crying.. i called home to tell her that we were still at the fiesta, hopin that she would pick up.. she didn't.. i knew i was in for it.. just as i walked over to dad, i spot her lookin anxiously for us.. fury was in her eyes like a hungry lion contained in a cage.. when she saw us, pandora's box opened.. words were exchanged (not the kind of words u would put up on a fridge to show to the world).. her last words were "matulog na lang kayo dito.. huwag kayo umuwe".. translation: u guys should just sleep here. don't go home.. we took her words lightly.. as i stepped out to go to the car.. there was no car!.. she meant it.. calmly, i talked to my dad & searched for the car around the premises.. i didn't want the kids to worry.. after a couple of minutes, i spot it.. rounded up the kids & dad & headed home.. everyone was enjoyin their ride home.. i was the only one who was scared of the doom that we will be facing.. my heart thumped faster as we approached the driveway.. a big sigh came about when the van was nowhere to be found.. glad?.. no.. worried? heck ya.. first, it's late at night.. second, my mom's not home.. third, my mom's not home & her heart is torn in two because of our incosiderate actions.. guilty?.. u bet!..
i'm worried.. it's 8:22 and she's not home.. she never stays out later than 8 without tellin us where she's at (even when she's angry).. she won't answer her cell.. gosh how i wish she weren't so sensitive.. i'm just worried about her safety.. it's not healthy to be out at night with that state of mind.. i hope she's okay.. LORD, i hope she's ok..
and, not to be selfish but my backpack with my midterm notes is in the van.. she has it.. she left my wallet on my table but not my backpack.. she knew i was goin to need it.. see, my mom's really smart.. she pretty much knows my every move.. or every move that i PLAN to make..
where could she be?how i wish she'd come home........